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Achieving normal expectations.

02/06/14

08:26:10 am Permalink Achieving normal expectations.

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Keep a clean house, shovel the dog shit out of the yard, keep in touch with your family, go to class, study , study, study , study, get good grades, don't get stressed, your worring too much, I'm sure it'll be fine, see I told you. On and on goes the list of expectaions and underlying all of them is the hardest expectation of them all be happy. Keep a clean house when I feel dirty on the inside, shovel dog shit out of the yard when I'm not sure I still feel love for him, keep in touch with your family when just the sound of your moms voice brings tears to your eyes and your brothers strories put a hot knife of guilt in your gut, go to class when the just the thought of being in a room with strangers terrifies you, study and learn when you can't concentrate with your conceince screaming inside your head, get good grades when you can't remember a word you spent 6 hours reading, don't get stressed, your worring too much, I'm sure it will be fine. And after your exhasted from the fight to acheive normal expectations .... See I told you so.

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