times are getting worse and da days are torture. ive lost my baby and my good friend i didnt sleep last nyt at all i hate it imm back doing SI again reall real bad and i need help i need a friend i wish i had mia :'( she was my nli lil girl and i love her to bits a miss her so much last nyt i just cried and cried some1 i met had lied to me i trusted him and i cared bout him so much i just wanna talk to him but i cant i found outt he is married with 4kids it broke my heart
i havent cried this much in a while im just cryn over netyn and bout everything i wanna talk to him his d a nli friend i got i need him ive lost every1 and i feel so alone he goes to da chat rooms too and its hard going dare reminding me bout wen u he told me and i just miss chatting i cudnt go school 2day because of it! i just cudnt 2 hard to see pple smiling and laufn something ill never do again
Honestly i cant go on not nemore ive no1 left :'(
ive lost my baby and my daughter and da person i cared for im so hurt i never taught he d do dis to me i just want it all to go away and just stop everything and live my life again . Now all i can do is lye in bed and cry i cant take it