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I am me...

 

IM ME............

 

im the sun...

im the sky...

im the person who will change ur life.

 

im the moon...

im the night...

im the person who u will never forget.

 

im u...

im me...

im the person who will fight till the end.

 

im the song...

im the lyrics...

im the person that will use her voice.

 

im the mind...

im the body...

im the person who will make u shine.

 

im one...

im two...

im the person who will be there for u.

 

im good...

im bad...

im the person who knows who i am.

 

im light...

im dark...

im the person u would love to know.

 

im the poet...

im the human...

im the person that knows the true hell.

 

im whole...

im empty...

im the person that knows all.

 

im the show...

im the freak...

im the person that will rock ur world.

so u tell me...

ur, u...

but r u me?

 

time

You know I'm loving every moment of this. The Minute hand slows and screams as I see the birth of my dreams rising before my eyes. They spill their candies across the floor, we opened hearts and opened doors. Let the light spill through the cracks... But only we can feel the warmth this brings. Ripping chords and verses from pages, We dance as if tomorrow isn't right around the corner, and the world shines as it becomes our stage.

girl in the mirror

 

I look in the mirror and see a girl,
Who is staring back at me.
I don't know who she is,
Because she's not the girl I wanna be.

She puts a smile on,
While inside she is falling apart.
She says, "I'm okay",
As pain fills her heart.

She pretends not to care,
As everyone slowly walks away.
She hides behind her mask,
And pretends to be okay.

She is scared to open up,
And call someone her best friend.
They all turn out the same,
And never really care in the end.

She is scared to let people close,
It always ends up as heartache.
She decides to trust someone,
But it always ends up as a big mistake.

She feels like a stranger in her own home,
Like she doesn't even belong.
She tries the best she can,
But it always seems to be wrong.

She freezes up at the word "love",
People throw it around too much.
Her muscles constrict,
As she is afraid to be touched.

She has ideas for the future,
Hopes and dreams of her own.
But she doesn't hold her breath,
Because disappointment is all she has ever known.

She asks, "Why am I never good enough",
"Why am I always second choice"?
People tell her she's got to stand up for what she wants,
She's got to find her own voice.

I know who I wanna be,
It's all so much clearer.
But the fact of life is,
I'm only the girl in the mirror.

 

smile

 

Lay down your right to be human.

Put on a dazzling smile so that no one can see your pain.

You hide it all so well, but underneath your shirt you can still feel the scars.

No one knows what it is like to be you.

 

Your smile is but one in a billion,

A mask that you wear to ward off the questions.

Your scars are your war paint,

But this is a losing battle.

 

You are sent to face the demons all alone, though they will never leave your side.

So keep that pretty smile steady,

And don't let one tear drop from those stormy eyes.

Put on your war paint and go out into the world, where your smile makes you just like them.

 

Dear Depression

 

Dear Depression,

When did you start?

To be honest I don't really know, but I do know I am ready for you to leave.

You make me overeat and want to do nothing but sleep.

I am sad all the time.

I'm scared.

I have no where to go.

I have  no where to run.

I wish I could go back to the times when I still had fun.

You make me yell.

You make me cry.

You make me want to forget about life.

I use to have so much to live for.

I had so much ambition.

Now I keep these feelings hidden because I fear people will only think I want attention.

Depression you are not my friend.

Go back to where you came from.

You are not  welcome here.

Nor do I want you near.

When will all this stop?

I want this to end.

I want to be free.

I want to be me.

Sincerely,

The me no one sees.

 

 

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