In search of what I'm dreaming of...?09/06/10In search of what I'm dreaming of...?So once again I return to this blog when something is on my mind. This time it is changes. In few months I will stand in front of the biggest change in my life, to this day. I'm moving to another town. About 6-7 hour drive from where I live at the moment. Now I live in the town where I was born and raised up in. Where my parent's, brothers + family, friends, d0g live. I'm moving to be with my boyfriend. Who I have been with for over a year now and am so thankful to have. And it's hard, it's so hard to imagine moving to a new town where I don't know any one except my boyfriend. And to tell you the truth I'm scared, I start to think about what I will do if anything will go wrong with us (me and my boyfriend). What will I do if we brake up? What will I do when I need to talk to my girlfriend about my boyfriend, my life, everything and anything. I know I have the phone, but it's just not the same. And making new friends isn't easy. I'm not a really open and outgoing person. I've started packing because there is a lot of stuff I have to go through. I have to figure out what I should keep and what I should throw away. I can't move all of my stuff. And it is so hard throwing somethings away. How come one person get's so attached to for example piece of paper I get so sad when I think about all of this. But the strangest thing is that I'm excited at the same time. I have so much mixed feelings and I don't know what to do with them. Sometimes I just want to sit and cry. 1 comment
Comment from: Mrs H [Member]
Change is both exciting and scary at the same time, huh? You start to think... will I be happier there than here? Will my boyfriend's company be enough? Will I be friendless? I understand that. Totally. Just remember... change IS good. Change makes it possible to have adventures and do something different for a change. You say you're thankful to have your boyfriend-hold onto that. I am the most lonely without my fiance, not without my friends and family. Remember that your boyfriend IS your family now.
Also, have you ever heard of Skype? Skype makes it possible to not only talk to your friends, but see them too. It's almost like you are in the same room with them. Just type, "Skypem," in the Google search and download the program. Ask your friends and family to do it too. It makes it easier to be away from someone when you can see their face every day. Good luck. And be PROUD of yourself. You're taking a giant step that a lot of folks would be too scared to do. Keep us posted!
10/06/10 @ 08:19
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